No one is going to read this…
But I am really struggling.
I am struggling to understand how such a loving family can reject their daughter by not attending her wedding.
I am struggling because they shattered her idea of what her family stands for.
I am struggling because they went to the beach instead of my wedding..and posted pics of their weekend getaway..
I am struggling because if my wife and I were to visit them for Christmas we wouldn’t be able to stay with them because we are gay. (But that’s not Christmas to me…)
I am struggling because I desperately want to forgive them…
But I am so hurt, I am so sad, I am so angry.

I am struggling because I want them to be a part of my life…but if my wife and I were to ever have kids…it would be way too confusing for them.

I am struggling to find any joy this holiday season.

I am struggling