A lot of things are changing right now. Important people are moving away in the next few months…and while I’m happy for them my heart is literally crying and I don’t want anyone to feel guilty but my eyes won’t stop freaking leaking when I am around these people.

And these people may end up reading g this and I’m sorry if it’s annoying or upsetting. This is my blog these are my feelings and if I don’t write the. Here I may explode.

These people aren’t my possessions. I hold them dear, but I don’t want to hold too tightly…but my god will I miss then terribly. And I will worry about them like the mother hen friend/mama bear friend I am. Okay?

I hate change. I hate goodbyes.

Also PTSD is awful…and I could really use some supporting your loved one advice if anyone is available?